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<feed xmlns="http://www.w3.org/2005/Atom"><title>Sardor AI Dardi</title><link href="https://binodil.github.io/" rel="alternate"/><link href="https://binodil.github.io/feeds/all.atom.xml" rel="self"/><id>https://binodil.github.io/</id><updated>2026-04-01T00:00:00+01:00</updated><entry><title>Internet qanchalik katta (chuqur). Men xaqiqatdan ham internetni kengligini ko’ra olmanmi? google.com nahot to’gri gapirsa?</title><link href="https://binodil.github.io/2026/04/01/internet-qanchalik-katta-chuqur-men-xaqiqatdan-ham-internetni-kengligini-kora-olmanmi-googlecom-nahot-togri-gapirsa/" rel="alternate"/><published>2026-04-01T00:00:00+01:00</published><updated>2026-04-01T00:00:00+01:00</updated><author><name>binodil</name></author><id>tag:binodil.github.io,2026-04-01:/2026/04/01/internet-qanchalik-katta-chuqur-men-xaqiqatdan-ham-internetni-kengligini-kora-olmanmi-googlecom-nahot-togri-gapirsa/</id><summary type="html">&lt;p&gt;Internet - bu juda katta&amp;nbsp;buloqdir.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Internet - bu xuddi cheksiz dengizga o&amp;#8217;xshaydi. Lekin &amp;#8230; Uni o&amp;#8217;lchasa bo&amp;#8217;ladi. Darxaqiqat, Applebot, Googlebot va boshqa katta kompaniyalar, xar kuni bu dengizni kezib chiqishga xarakat&amp;nbsp;qiladi.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Google.com yemagan va eskirdi. Bing va boshqa qidiruv tizimlari qaridi. Perplexity &lt;span class="caps"&gt;LLM&lt;/span&gt; search yaxshiroq. Brave search …&lt;/p&gt;</summary><content type="html">&lt;p&gt;Internet - bu juda katta&amp;nbsp;buloqdir.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Internet - bu xuddi cheksiz dengizga o&amp;#8217;xshaydi. Lekin &amp;#8230; Uni o&amp;#8217;lchasa bo&amp;#8217;ladi. Darxaqiqat, Applebot, Googlebot va boshqa katta kompaniyalar, xar kuni bu dengizni kezib chiqishga xarakat&amp;nbsp;qiladi.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Google.com yemagan va eskirdi. Bing va boshqa qidiruv tizimlari qaridi. Perplexity &lt;span class="caps"&gt;LLM&lt;/span&gt; search yaxshiroq. Brave search yaxshiroq. Ammo bu yangi kompaniyalar ham chindan ham bizga internetni chin yuzini ko&amp;#8217;rsata&amp;nbsp;oladimi?&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;O&amp;#8217;zimiz bu internetni ichiga kira olamizmi va analiz qila olamizmi? Ha albatta. Muammo shuki, bizda vaqt, kompyuterlar soni va tezligi muammosi bor&amp;nbsp;xolos.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Internet - bu bir nechta komputerlar ulangan net
Googleda Googlebot bor.
Appleda Applebot bor.
Biz biladigan scrapperlar va biz bilmaydigan scrapperlar&amp;nbsp;bor.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Xo&amp;#8217;sh shunday katta buloqdan qanday qilib foydali malumotni, bilimni olsa&amp;nbsp;bo&amp;#8217;ladi?&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Foydali Malumot O&amp;#8217;zi nima? Kitob, darslik, yangiliklar, qonunlar, musobaqalar, rasmlar, dasturlar va xokazo. Hamma narsa, bizni vaqtimizni asraydigan va bizni produktiv qiladigan&amp;nbsp;narsalar.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Google search maqsadi &amp;#8220;Don&amp;#8217;t be evil&amp;#8221; emas. Googledan boshqa kimda qudratli scrapperlar bor? Open-sourceda bormi? Yo&amp;#8217;q. Private kompaniyalar bordir. Lekin ular&amp;nbsp;aytishmaydi.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;O&amp;#8217;zbekiston internet traffigi, meni fikrimcha qayerga boradi?
- Instagram
- Telegram
- Facebook (Meta)
- Tiktok
- Youtube
- Uztelecom / myGov.uz / Uzum / etc
-&amp;nbsp;etc&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Biz o&amp;#8217;sha platformalardan eng foydali malumotlarimizni ola olamizmi? Meta juda qizganchiq. Telegramda esa faqat achiq kanallarni olsa&amp;nbsp;bo&amp;#8217;larmish.&lt;/p&gt;
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&lt;p&gt;Oddiy yoli&amp;nbsp;bu:&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Plan A:
  index.html yarating
  Github …&lt;/p&gt;</summary><content type="html">&lt;p&gt;Agar bepulga &amp;#8216;deploy&amp;#8217; qilmoqchi bo&amp;#8217;lsangiz, sizga Github repo(lar) orqali qilishni maslahat beraman. Yoki bitta public repo yarating yoki ikkita repo yarating (birinchisi github action ishlatib scrap qilish uchun, ikkinchisi private repo, siz tog&amp;#8217;ridan tog&amp;#8217;ri update qiladigan&amp;nbsp;repo)&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Oddiy yoli&amp;nbsp;bu:&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Plan A:
  index.html yarating
  Github Pages activate qiling.&amp;nbsp;Tamom&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Plan B:
  Pelican theme ishlating (boshqa framework, themelar tiqilib yotibdii, althernative Jykell themes githubni ichida bor.)
  Automatic build qiladi
  Deploy qilasiz Github Action&amp;nbsp;bilan&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Plan C (advanced):
  Plan A dagi reponi private qiling.
  Yangi public repo yarating
  Public repoda Github Actionni sizni private repodan fetch qiladigan qiling
  Automatic re-run qiladigan qilib&amp;nbsp;quying&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Extra:
  - Pelicon framework orqali tezda html filellar generate qilasiz. Takrorlanuvchi va mayda html taglardan qutaliz va osongina yangilaverasiz
  - Web counterni qo&amp;#8217;shib quying. Nechta odam kiryotganini ko&amp;#8217;rsatadi. Men ishlatadigan counter: https://flagcounter.com 
  - O&amp;#8217;zingizni &lt;span class="caps"&gt;PC&lt;/span&gt; yoki raspberry PIga deploy qiling. Ancha qiziq chin&amp;nbsp;so&amp;#8217;zim.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;&lt;a href="https://info.flagcounter.com/68Hq"&gt;&lt;img src="https://s01.flagcounter.com/count/68Hq/bg_FFFFFF/txt_000000/border_CCCCCC/columns_2/maxflags_10/viewers_0/labels_0/pageviews_0/flags_0/percent_0/" alt="Flag Counter" border="0"&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;</content><category term="practical"/></entry><entry><title>Tulporlar xikoyasi</title><link href="https://binodil.github.io/2025/12/23/tulporlar-xikoyasi/" rel="alternate"/><published>2025-12-23T00:00:00+00:00</published><updated>2025-12-23T00:00:00+00:00</updated><author><name>binodil</name></author><id>tag:binodil.github.io,2025-12-23:/2025/12/23/tulporlar-xikoyasi/</id><summary type="html">&lt;p&gt;Bir bor ekan, bir yo&amp;#8217;q ekan. Qadim zamonda shijoatli, mard va tezkor tulporlar bo&amp;#8217;lgan&amp;nbsp;ekan.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Ular uzoq masofalarga safar qilar va o&amp;#8217;z yerlarini boshqa tulporlardan himoya qilar edilar. Ularni har birini o&amp;#8217;z
qobilyati bor edi. Chin so&amp;#8217;zli edilar. 
Bir-birini haqqini yemaydilar. 
Hammasi bir oila kabi …&lt;/p&gt;</summary><content type="html">&lt;p&gt;Bir bor ekan, bir yo&amp;#8217;q ekan. Qadim zamonda shijoatli, mard va tezkor tulporlar bo&amp;#8217;lgan&amp;nbsp;ekan.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Ular uzoq masofalarga safar qilar va o&amp;#8217;z yerlarini boshqa tulporlardan himoya qilar edilar. Ularni har birini o&amp;#8217;z
qobilyati bor edi. Chin so&amp;#8217;zli edilar. 
Bir-birini haqqini yemaydilar. 
Hammasi bir oila kabi bir maqsadda birlashgan edilar.
Ularga Sardori bosh qosh&amp;nbsp;edi.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Sekin oqibatlari bir kuni dars ketdi. Tulporlarning Sardori vafot etgan edi.
Tahtga talash va fitnalar yoyildi bir zumda. 
Aka-ukalar, to&amp;#8217;galar, amakilar tahtga egalik qilishni hohlab qolishdi. Orada sovuqlik&amp;nbsp;o&amp;#8217;tdi.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Shaytonning nayranglariga ishonib, fitnalar qila&amp;nbsp;boshladilar.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Oxir oqibat, buyuk tulporlar oqibatiga butur ketdi va kichik qabila bulib ajradilar. Bir birlariga nafrat ko&amp;#8217;zi, hasad ko&amp;#8217;zi bilan qaray boshladilar. Fitna orqali erishilgan taxtni axmoq tulpor egalladi va xalqni qo&amp;#8217;rquv va zurlash bilan ishlab&amp;nbsp;turdi. &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Qurquv bilan ishlangan xalq, faqat ertagacha tirik qolsam deb yashadi va shoxni aytganini tafakkur qilmasdan&amp;nbsp;bajardilar. &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Axir bajarmasalar, qatl etilar edilar. Qurqoq shoxning qo&amp;#8217;lindan boshqa hech narsa kelmadi. Bosma mashinasi (&amp;#8220;Printing press&amp;#8221;) - bu kofir (shayton) uskunasi deb gap tarqatdilar. Axir kimga kerak qurqoq xalqqa bilim berish?
(Samarkand qogozi vs Printin&amp;nbsp;press)&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Bu narsa naxt 200 yil davom&amp;nbsp;etdi. &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Mard tulporlarni shox qatl etardi, yosh navquron tulporchalar esa, kattalariga qarab faqat ertagi kunni va shoxni gapi qilishni xaq deb&amp;nbsp;topdi. &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Axir ota-bobolarining bir nechta avlodlari (bir avlodga 30 yil bersak 200/30 = 8 avlod) yildan beri shunday&amp;nbsp;qilardi.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;U yetmagandek, bir kuni bechora otlarni barchasini 2 oyoqda yuradiganlar tutib oldilar va katta otxonaga&amp;nbsp;tiqdilar.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Tulporlar endi umuman erkin nafas ololmas edilar. Ularni barchasini katta otxonaga tiqishdi. 
Va katta otxonaning o&amp;#8217;ng tarafida zina va katta oynali deraza qilib quyishdi. U oynali deraza bepayon manzarani ko&amp;#8217;rsatar edi. Bekorga emas&amp;nbsp;edi. &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Boshida tulporlar jumard va o&amp;#8217;limdan qo&amp;#8217;rqmas edilar. Bu panjaradan chiqib ketamiz degan edilar. Ammo menman degan otlarni olib, do&amp;#8217;stlari oldida olib ketishar edi&amp;nbsp;&amp;#8220;so&amp;#8217;roqqa&amp;#8221;. &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Otxona egasi ularni qiynashar edi, va jimida go&amp;#8217;shtga topshirar&amp;nbsp;edilar.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Buni ko&amp;#8217;rgan boshqa otlar qo&amp;#8217;rqib, sekin asta ovozlari chiqmasdan&amp;nbsp;qolardi.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Ammo har safar biron ot, o&amp;#8217;ng tarafdagi zinaga chiqib bepayon yeru adrlar va suv chamanlarni ko&amp;#8217;rib, o&amp;#8217;z shijoati (&lt;span class="caps"&gt;ERK&lt;/span&gt;) qayta-qayta&amp;nbsp;qo&amp;#8217;zgar.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Ular boshqa tulporga motivatsiya berib turar edilar va agar buni otxona egasi payqab qolsa, o&amp;#8217;sha sara mardlarni xalq ko&amp;#8217;zida terib olib ketar&amp;nbsp;edilar.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Shunday qilib, faqat gapga kiradigan, quyondek qo&amp;#8217;rqitilgan otlar qolgan&amp;nbsp;edi. &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Ular qurquv ostida va nima uchun og&amp;#8217;alari birin ketib olib ketishlarnini hech tushunmas edi. Axir hammasi o&amp;#8217;sha bepayon manzarani (erkinlikni) ko&amp;#8217;rmagan&amp;nbsp;edilar.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Kunlar o&amp;#8217;tdi. Oylar o&amp;#8217;tdi. Otlar farzandlar&amp;nbsp;ko&amp;#8217;rdi. &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Tabiyki yosh farzandlarini yaxshi ko&amp;#8217;radi va ularni ot egasi olib ketmasligi uchun ularni asraydilar va&amp;nbsp;chegaraydilar.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Qachon yosh va tez yuguradigan yoshga yetganida, o&amp;#8217;sha tulporchalar ong tarafda joylashgan chang bosgan zinani ko&amp;#8217;radi va onasidan&amp;nbsp;so&amp;#8217;raydi. &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Onajon bu zinaga nega hech kim chiqmaydi? U nima uchun&amp;nbsp;qilingan? &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Onasi, og&amp;#8217;alari shu zinaga chiqqani uchun o&amp;#8217;rdirilgan deb o&amp;#8217;ylab, bolasiga tanbeh beradi va bolam quy, unga chiqma. Menga so&amp;#8217;z ber unga chiqma deydi. Meni desang unga chiqma, so&amp;#8217;z ber deydi. Lekin bolani qoni qiziydi va tunda onasi uxlaganda biribir unga chiqadi. U yerda esa, oy nuri yoyilib turgan edi. U manzarani birinchi marta ko&amp;#8217;rgan&amp;nbsp;edi.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Qoravul-ot o&amp;#8217;sha otchani kechki payt payqab qoladi va o&amp;#8217;ni u yerda olib, kaltaklaydi va onasini oldiga oboradi. 
Bola shokda edi. U hech narsani tusgunmadi. Xaqiqat shudir dedi. Boshini egdi.
Bola ot, o&amp;#8217;sha yoshligidan beri boshqa qizikuvchanlik qilishni va savol berishni tamom unutdi. Bu ot bilan billa katta bo&amp;#8217;lgann barcha otchalar katta ot bo&amp;#8217;ldi, faqat yer xaydash va faqat paxta uchun yer haydashga. Hech kim savol bersam edi. Lekin otxona egasi ko&amp;#8217;rsalar, katta otlarning tizzalar qaltirar edilar.
Yolgon, fitna, bir biridan ko&amp;#8217;rqish, qushnisidan sir saqlash. haromdan yeyish. faqat ovqat haqida o&amp;#8217;ylash va kayfu&amp;nbsp;safo.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Yillar ot&amp;#8217;di shu zayin. Va oxir otxona egasi vafot etdi. Barcha otlar negadir hursand va kulishni o&amp;#8217;rniga yig&amp;#8217;lashdi va otxonachini faqat yaxshi taraflarini mahtadilar va&amp;nbsp;esladilar.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Yangi otxonachi yosh va adolatli edi. U bitta narsaga aqli yetmas edi, nega otlar o&amp;#8217;ng taradagi zinaga hech chiqmas edilar. Zina otni oyog&amp;#8217;ini chinikdiradi va soglom qiladiky. Yangi otxonachi otlarni o&amp;#8217;z xoliga qoydi va ularga bor dunyoni ko&amp;#8217;rsatmoqchi edilar. Shunga u o&amp;#8217;sha zina tepasidagi oynani ioxir oqibat sindirdi va ozodlikka chiqich uchun katta yo&amp;#8217;lak qilib&amp;nbsp;qoydi.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Lekin u yullakka na yoshi kattalar va yoshlar borishar edi. Ularni jamiyati yangilikka qiziqmas, va zinaga (tafakkur) qilish ularni o&amp;#8217;limga olib keladi deb o&amp;#8217;ylashdi. Yosh, endi navquron otchalar chiqib&amp;nbsp;ketishdi. &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Yosh navquronlar, o&amp;#8217;zlariga past nazar bilan qarashar edi. Erkinlikda bir kuni ular otlar musobaqasiga duch kelishdi. Ular ham qatnashib ko&amp;#8217;raylik dedilar. Axir barcha ot yugurishni yaxshi&amp;nbsp;ko&amp;#8217;radiku.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;O&amp;#8217;sha musobaqada, yosh otlar hammadan ozib ketgan edilar. Yosh otlar o&amp;#8217;zlari hayron. Axir ular bilishmashdi, avvaldan ota bobolari eng zo&amp;#8217;r tulporlar&amp;nbsp;edilar!&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Shundan so&amp;#8217;ng bu otlar uyga qaytib boshqa otlarga motivatsiya berdi. Lekin bu narsa katta avlodning boshiga hech sig&amp;#8217;mas edi. Kattalar hali beri, zinaga chiqmagan&amp;nbsp;edilar. &lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Ular farzandlarini ham chiqmaslikka tarbiya qilyotgan edilar. Quy, uni qilma, bo&amp;#8217;lar ishni qilsang bo&amp;#8217;lmaydimi? Sen nima olim&amp;nbsp;bo&amp;#8217;lasanmi?&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Bor, yerni ag&amp;#8217;dar undan ko&amp;#8217;ra deyoshar edilar. Ammo yosh tulporchalar gaplariga kirmas edilar va ular yanada ko&amp;#8217;plari, tashqariga chiqib ketishar edilar va o&amp;#8217;z orzulari tomom intilishar&amp;nbsp;edilar.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;O&amp;#8217;sha yorug&amp;#8217; ertaga va o&amp;#8217;zlarini kuchli va mardliklari qayta uyg&amp;#8217;onayotgan&amp;nbsp;edi.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Davomi&amp;nbsp;bor&amp;#8230;&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;[Kamchiliklar bor. Firk, yoki xatoni to&amp;#8217;grilamoqchi bo&amp;#8217;lsangiz, aloqa chiqing. Rahmat.]
&lt;a href="https://info.flagcounter.com/waI8"&gt;&lt;img src="https://s01.flagcounter.com/count2/waI8/bg_FFFFFF/txt_000000/border_CCCCCC/columns_2/maxflags_10/viewers_0/labels_0/pageviews_0/flags_0/percent_0/" alt="Flag Counter" border="0"&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;</content><category term="misc"/></entry><entry><title>My MOTTOs</title><link href="https://binodil.github.io/2025/09/25/my-mottos/" rel="alternate"/><published>2025-09-25T00:00:00+01:00</published><updated>2025-09-25T00:00:00+01:00</updated><author><name>binodil</name></author><id>tag:binodil.github.io,2025-09-25:/2025/09/25/my-mottos/</id><summary type="html">&lt;li&gt;Make sure never lye&amp;nbsp;yourself&lt;/li&gt;
&lt;li&gt;Always punch up, not punch&amp;nbsp;down&lt;/li&gt;
&lt;li&gt;Entrepreneurship is &lt;span class="caps"&gt;ON&lt;/span&gt;! Shipping solutions to people&amp;nbsp;inshaAllah&lt;/li&gt;
&lt;li&gt;Stay Hungry! Stay&amp;nbsp;Foolish!&lt;/li&gt;
&lt;li&gt;True artists&amp;nbsp;ship!&lt;/li&gt;
&lt;li&gt;Always Give, Not Take! Be Creator, Not a&amp;nbsp;consumer&lt;/li&gt;
&lt;li&gt;Laa Ilaha illa&amp;nbsp;Alloh&lt;/li&gt;
&lt;li&gt;If you really want to do it, you will do&amp;nbsp;it …&lt;/li&gt;</summary><content type="html">&lt;li&gt;Make sure never lye&amp;nbsp;yourself&lt;/li&gt;
&lt;li&gt;Always punch up, not punch&amp;nbsp;down&lt;/li&gt;
&lt;li&gt;Entrepreneurship is &lt;span class="caps"&gt;ON&lt;/span&gt;! Shipping solutions to people&amp;nbsp;inshaAllah&lt;/li&gt;
&lt;li&gt;Stay Hungry! Stay&amp;nbsp;Foolish!&lt;/li&gt;
&lt;li&gt;True artists&amp;nbsp;ship!&lt;/li&gt;
&lt;li&gt;Always Give, Not Take! Be Creator, Not a&amp;nbsp;consumer&lt;/li&gt;
&lt;li&gt;Laa Ilaha illa&amp;nbsp;Alloh&lt;/li&gt;
&lt;li&gt;If you really want to do it, you will do&amp;nbsp;it!&lt;/li&gt;
&lt;li&gt;If you really want to learn smth, you must discover it. -George&amp;nbsp;Polya&lt;/li&gt;
&lt;li&gt;Be suspecious of everything and always ask&amp;nbsp;questions&lt;/li&gt;
&lt;li&gt;Push your limits, Enjoy the&amp;nbsp;process&lt;/li&gt;
&lt;li&gt;Companies make interesting puzzles for me to solve! Like a chess&amp;nbsp;puzzle&lt;/li&gt;
&lt;li&gt;Work on things you fundamentally believe will change the course of history&amp;nbsp;(humanity)!&lt;/li&gt;

&lt;p&gt;&lt;a href="https://info.flagcounter.com/ChUZ"&gt;&lt;img src="https://s01.flagcounter.com/count2/ChUZ/bg_FFFFFF/txt_000000/border_CCCCCC/columns_2/maxflags_10/viewers_0/labels_0/pageviews_0/flags_0/percent_0/" alt="Flag Counter" border="0"&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/p&gt;</content><category term="literature"/><category term="literature"/></entry><entry><title>Mening Koreyadagi xayotim yohud (Koreyadagi student davrim (oltin davrim)</title><link href="https://binodil.github.io/2025/09/23/mening-koreyadagi-xayotim-yohud-koreyadagi-student-davrim-oltin-davrim/" rel="alternate"/><published>2025-09-23T00:00:00+01:00</published><updated>2025-09-23T00:00:00+01:00</updated><author><name>binodil</name></author><id>tag:binodil.github.io,2025-09-23:/2025/09/23/mening-koreyadagi-xayotim-yohud-koreyadagi-student-davrim-oltin-davrim/</id><summary type="html">&lt;p&gt;Bu inshoni soat 22:43 29 sentyabr, Seongnam shaxrida matrassda o&amp;#8217;tirib yozyapman. O&amp;#8217;zi anchadan beri yozaman deb yurgan edim (Prokrastination)ga o&amp;#8217;ta berilib ketgan edim. Fikrimni oson yozish uchun yillarga bo&amp;#8217;lib&amp;nbsp;chiqaman.&lt;/p&gt;

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&lt;h2&gt; 2022: - Salom&amp;nbsp;Koreya&lt;/h2&gt;
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&lt;p&gt;Koreyaga iyun oxirgi haftasida uchib kelganman. Bir yarim oy Cheongju shaxrida …&lt;/p&gt;</summary><content type="html">&lt;p&gt;Bu inshoni soat 22:43 29 sentyabr, Seongnam shaxrida matrassda o&amp;#8217;tirib yozyapman. O&amp;#8217;zi anchadan beri yozaman deb yurgan edim (Prokrastination)ga o&amp;#8217;ta berilib ketgan edim. Fikrimni oson yozish uchun yillarga bo&amp;#8217;lib&amp;nbsp;chiqaman.&lt;/p&gt;

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&lt;h2&gt; 2022: - Salom&amp;nbsp;Koreya&lt;/h2&gt;
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&lt;p&gt;Koreyaga iyun oxirgi haftasida uchib kelganman. Bir yarim oy Cheongju shaxrida yashab, kechqurun ishlardim 12 soat, kunduzi esa uxlardim, shanba va yakshanba aylanardim. Huddi hamma o&amp;#8217;zbeklar qiladigan ish-da xullas kalom. Lekin, ich-ichimdan bu hayot tarzi umuman yoqmas edi. Nega? Chunki kelajak yoq edi, qaysiki mening kun sayin bilimim oshmas edi. O&amp;#8217;z o&amp;#8217;zim, shuning uchun Koreyaga keldimmi? degan savollar yeb quyar edi. Kechqurun zavodda ishlayotgan, qayerdan bo&amp;#8217;lmasin qog&amp;#8217;oz yoki karton va ruchka olib, yozar edim miyyamga nima kelsa. Odatda kompyuter visionga oid har xil g&amp;#8217;oyalar kelar edi. Qo&amp;#8217;llarim kartoshka chips karobkalarni taxlasa, miyyam butunlay g&amp;#8217;oyalar og&amp;#8217;ushida yurar edi. O&amp;#8217;sha g&amp;#8217;oyalar soat tonggi 3 va 4 oralarida kelar edi. U g&amp;#8217;oyalar beg&amp;#8217;ubor, chin yurakdan sizib chiqar edi. Masalan, thanosni (Marvel qaxramoni) toshlariga o&amp;#8217;xshab &lt;span class="caps"&gt;AR&lt;/span&gt; yasaganim yoki ko&amp;#8217;zinginzi qimillatib o&amp;#8217;yin uynashingiz. Shularni qilar edim. Keyin esa Daejeon shaxriga bordim va o&amp;#8217;qishimni 3-chi semesterdan boshladim. Mendan ertachi kelgan bolalar yo&amp;#8217;l yurug&amp;#8217; ko&amp;#8217;rsatishgan va shunday qilib oshxonaga borib qoldim ishlashga. Keyinchalik esa, &amp;#8220;&lt;span class="caps"&gt;SGP&lt;/span&gt;&amp;#8221; (Sol-Green Police) degan voluntyorlik ishiga kirib oldim. Ham ish, ham o&amp;#8217;qish edi. Tong saharda turar edim, namoz o&amp;#8217;qib, stadionga chiqib yugurib kelar edim, keyin kokteyl ichib kunimni boshlar edim. Kechkurun esa, soat 21:00 bo&amp;#8217;lmasi uxlar edim. Yana o&amp;#8217;sha yillari, o&amp;#8217;zimga o&amp;#8217;zim kar kunimni videoda izohlab berar edim. O&amp;#8217;sha yili youtubda videolar chiqarishni boshlagan edim.
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&lt;h2&gt;2023: O&amp;#8217;qish davrim&amp;nbsp;Daejeon&lt;/h2&gt;
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&lt;p&gt;O&amp;#8217;qishimni sistemasini yaxshi o&amp;#8217;rganib olgan edim va 100% grant qo&amp;#8217;lga kiritganim uchun, o&amp;#8217;qishni vazifalari va darslariga tayyor borar edim. &amp;#8220;Notion&amp;#8221; degan illova orqali izohlar olar edim (konspekt qilar edim). Men uchun juda katta ish bo&amp;#8217;lgani - bu KAISTdan (Koreyada 1 raqamli instituti) do&amp;#8217;stlar orttirishim va ular bilan musobaqaga qatnashishim bo&amp;#8217;lgan. O&amp;#8217;shanda xaqiqatdan ham, diplom hech narsaga arzimashini va KAISTdagi bolalar va boshqa o&amp;#8217;qishdagi bolalar bilan bir xilligi va xarakat (g&amp;#8217;ayrati) furqon bo&amp;#8217;lib ajratib tutar ekan. O&amp;#8217;sha yili, yugurishni odat qilib olgan edim, ayniqsa uzoq uzoq masofalarga. Sheriyat dunyosi menga ochildi va kitobga yana ko&amp;#8217;p mexr qo&amp;#8217;ydim. Asta sekin, ertalab yugushlarni o&amp;#8217;rniga kurashga borishni boshladim. Kurashga mehr qo&amp;#8217;ydim. Kurash musobaqasiga borib keldim yilni oxirisida. Har kunim mazmunli va yuqori kayfiyatda edi. Ishim bor edi, o&amp;#8217;qishimdan to&amp;#8217;liq grantim bor edi. Lekin u hayotda baribir nimadir kam edi. Kelajak yo&amp;#8217;q edi desam bo&amp;#8217;ladi. Bilardim ikkala ishim ham student bo&amp;#8217;lganim uchun borligini. Lekin momentumim balan bo&amp;#8217;lgan ekan, tong saxar ishga ketar edim ishlashga va boshqa payt networking uchrashuvlarga va hokazo. Daejeonga o&amp;#8217;ta urganim qolgan edim. Kichik bir xonali uydan, 1.5 xonali uyga o&amp;#8217;tdim va 2 xonadosh bilan yashadim. Xonadoshni sizni kuningizni samarasini belgilaydigan katta omildir! Kompaniyaga ishga joylashdim va shu bilan O&amp;#8217;zbekistonga 15 kunlarga borib keldim&amp;nbsp;orada.&lt;/p&gt;
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&lt;h2&gt;2024: &amp;#8211;&amp;nbsp;Boshlanish&lt;/h2&gt;
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&lt;p&gt;8 meter kvadrat joyda 2 oy yashab, boshqa uyga ko&amp;#8217;chdim, ishimda davom etdim. Kashfiyotlar davri. She&amp;#8217;riyatga ancha berilib ketishim, momentum tushishi va depressiya. Internetdan, ijtimoyi tarmoqda uzoqlashishim, kurashdan boksga, boksdan pianino chalishga, pianinodan suzishga, orada uzoq masofaga marafon va velo sayohatlar. Seongnam shaxri tez va shiddatli edi. U daejeondagiga o&amp;#8217;xshamagan, kattaroq shaxar edida. O&amp;#8217;zbek uchrashuvlarda networking qilish va shunday uchrashuvlarni tashkil qilishga yordam berdim. Bir oy jim yurishim, ko&amp;#8217;p kitoblar o&amp;#8217;qishim ham badiy ham texnik. Yaponiyaga sayohat, yondavtarcha bilan qalam olishni doimiylikka solish, kompyuter oldida 12 soatlab kuniga o&amp;#8217;tirishlar. Bomdodni o&amp;#8217;qib keyin soat 8:30gacha uxlashlar momentumni tushurib tashlagan ekan. Momentum. Boks musobaqasida yutkazishim, Busanga hackathonga borib kelishim, momentum 0 bo&amp;#8217;lishi va hech kimga bir oy so&amp;#8217;z gapirishmasligim. Bilmasam nega unday qilgan ekanman. Bu narsalarni xozir o&amp;#8217;ylay&amp;nbsp;ololmayapman.&lt;/p&gt;
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&lt;h2&gt;2025: &amp;#8211;&amp;nbsp;Yorug&amp;#8217;lik&lt;/h2&gt;
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&lt;p&gt;Qish paytlari daftar, qalam va sham bilan uyda o&amp;#8217;tirishim, yondaftarchani hamma joyga birga olib yurishim, kitoblar mutolaa qilishim, meni ancha zamondan boshqa joyga olib bordi. Momentum 0 edi, soch taralmagan va uzuun bo&amp;#8217;lib ketgan edi. Baxor payti yangi uyga ko&amp;#8217;chdim. Tomdan uy oldim. Yulduzlar va tog&amp;#8217;larni ko&amp;#8217;proq ko&amp;#8217;rish uchun. Momemtum o&amp;#8217;sib borar edi. Ertalab bomdod o&amp;#8217;qib qaynatilgan tuxum olib, 1 soat suzishdan keyin soat 7dan ishlar edim. Toki 12:00gacha chuqur ish payti edi. May oyi butunlay hamma narsalarni tashlab tahajjutda o&amp;#8217;tirdim. O&amp;#8217;tirib chiqqanimdan so&amp;#8217;ng, va Ozbekistonga borib kelganimdan so&amp;#8217;ng, momentum 100% chiqdi, va xozir yana sekin sekin tushib bormoqda. Lekin o&amp;#8217;qishni shunday qilib tugantdim. Bitta joyda ishlab yuribman, lekin bu ish ham vaqtincha, bir necha oydan so&amp;#8217;ng tugaydi va men yangi hayotga qadam bosaman. Aslida juda ko&amp;#8217;p narsa bo&amp;#8217;ldi shu oxirgi yillarda. O&amp;#8217;qishni 1.5 yil amaliyotda utab tugatishim, Imtihonlar topshirishim. Youtubeda live stream qilishlar yana meni mometunimni qaytaryapti. Alloh hidoyatga boshlasin! Bu narsalarni xozir o&amp;#8217;lab ololmayapman, lekin bir kuni hammasi yaxshilikka bo&amp;#8217;lganini va yaxshiyam shunda bo&amp;#8217;lgan ekan deb qolaman. Lekin u kungacha yanada qattiq o&amp;#8217;qishim va odamlar foyda olib kelishi kerak. Shu o&amp;#8217;tmishga qarar ekanman, yanaqa qattiq o&amp;#8217;qisam bo&amp;#8217;lar ekan degan fikr keladi. Ishonaman hammasi yaxshilikka bo&amp;#8217;lganini va men xozir uxlab ertaga ertalabdan kunimni boshlashim kerak. U kun meniki bo&amp;#8217;lishi kerak! Momentumingizni saqlang va baland tuting!
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Xatolar uchun uzr, ularni asta sekin to&amp;#8217;g&amp;#8217;rilaymiz.
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&lt;!--||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||||| --&gt;</content><category term="misc"/></entry><entry><title>`O’lik qalb` tushunchasi - Devoni Xikmat kitobidan</title><link href="https://binodil.github.io/2025/03/19/olik-qalb-tushunchasi-devoni-xikmat-kitobidan/" rel="alternate"/><published>2025-03-19T00:00:00+00:00</published><updated>2025-03-20T00:00:00+00:00</updated><author><name>binodil</name></author><id>tag:binodil.github.io,2025-03-19:/2025/03/19/olik-qalb-tushunchasi-devoni-xikmat-kitobidan/</id><summary type="html">&lt;blockquote&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Mehribon va rahmli Alloh nomi bilan&amp;nbsp;boshlayman.&lt;/p&gt;
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&lt;p&gt;Bir necha kun avval, kichik Gwangjudagi Pokistonliklar masjidida o&amp;#8217;tirgan edim. Shom namozini o&amp;#8217;qib bo&amp;#8217;lib, istog&amp;#8217;for aytyotganimda, kitob javoniga ko&amp;#8217;zim tushub qoldi. Bitta eski muqovali kitobni oldim. Qarasam, eski shrifda &amp;#8216;Xoji Ahmad Yassaviy - Devoni Xikmat&amp;#8217; deb yozilgan ekan. Masjidni …&lt;/p&gt;</summary><content type="html">&lt;blockquote&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Mehribon va rahmli Alloh nomi bilan&amp;nbsp;boshlayman.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;/blockquote&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Bir necha kun avval, kichik Gwangjudagi Pokistonliklar masjidida o&amp;#8217;tirgan edim. Shom namozini o&amp;#8217;qib bo&amp;#8217;lib, istog&amp;#8217;for aytyotganimda, kitob javoniga ko&amp;#8217;zim tushub qoldi. Bitta eski muqovali kitobni oldim. Qarasam, eski shrifda &amp;#8216;Xoji Ahmad Yassaviy - Devoni Xikmat&amp;#8217; deb yozilgan ekan. Masjidni pano joyiga o&amp;#8217;tib, shu eski, skotchlangan, ruchka bilan ko&amp;#8217;p martda chizilgan kitobni varoqlay boshladim:
Kitobni kirish qismini o&amp;#8217;zida, ko&amp;#8217;p lol qoldirgan narsalar bo&amp;#8217;ldi. Eng esda qolarlisi bu Yassaviyning
&amp;#8220;Maning xikmatlarim dardsizga aytmang!&amp;#8221; degan gapi bo&amp;#8217;ldi.
Menga aynan shu domino parchasi yetishmayotgandek edi. Shu gaplari domino effectini yaratdi (miyyamdagi barcha domino parchalari ulandi.). Boshqacha qilib aytganda, men shu tushunchani qanchalik hayotimda aktualligi ko&amp;#8217;rib hayron&amp;nbsp;qoldim.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;!-- Dunyoga `o'lik qalb` tushunchasi orqali bir qarab ko'ring.

 Nega uni duolari ijobat bo'lmayapti? Nima uchun ishlarim zo'r bo'lib ketmayapti. Erinchoq bo'lib ketyapman. Motivatsiya so'nib boryapti. Qandaydir sura o'qisam, yig'i kelmaydi. Yaxshi ishdan to'sadi va nafsni quli bo'lishga undaydi. Quron yod olmoqchiman, lekin erinyapman va shunga uxshagan bahonalar. --&gt;

&lt;h1&gt;Qalbni o&amp;#8217;ldiradigan 8ta&amp;nbsp;narsalar&lt;/h1&gt;
&lt;p&gt;(1) Siz, Alloh xaqqini bilursiz, (2) ammo uni o&amp;#8217;rnida ado qila olmaysiz. (3) Qur&amp;#8217;on qiroat qilasizlar, (4) biroq uning talablariga rioya qilib bilmaysizlar. (5) Biz xazrati payg&amp;#8217;ambarni sevamiz dersiz, (6) lekin sevgingizdagi nuqsonni faxmlamaysizlar.
(7) O&amp;#8217;limdan qo&amp;#8217;rqamiz, dersizlar, (8) ammo o&amp;#8217;limga xozirligingiz&amp;nbsp;yo&amp;#8217;q.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Alloh taolo: &amp;#8220;Muxaqqiq, shayton sizlarga dushmandir, bas, uni dushman bilinglar!&amp;#8221; deya buyuradi. Siz esa gunoh qilib shaytonga buyin&amp;nbsp;egursiz.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;(1-2) Aynan nima qalbni o&amp;#8217;ldirar ekan? Allohning xaqqini ado eta olmastlik.
Buyuk xaqq bu Allohga ibodat qilish va unga biror narsani shirk&amp;nbsp;keltirmastlik.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;(3-4) Qur&amp;#8217;on tilovat qilamiz, lekin uni tushunmaymiz. Bilib turib bilsatlikka olish. Yodlagan surani manosini yaxshi anglamastlik,&amp;nbsp;menimcha.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;(5-6) Sevgida qanday nuqson bo&amp;#8217;lishi mumkin? Sevgida nuqson deb, xaqiqiy sevmaslikmi? Ko&amp;#8217;r-ko&amp;#8217;rona sevishmi? Gapda aytilinadi, lekin amalda ko&amp;#8217;rsata olmastlikmi? Masaln, yolg&amp;#8217;on gapirmastlik, ammo bilib turib yolg&amp;#8217;on&amp;nbsp;gapirish.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt;(7-8) O&amp;#8217;limga xozirmisiz? Qarzingiz yokmi? Xafa qilgan odamingiz yo&amp;#8217;qmi? O&amp;#8217;zingizdan nima qoldirib keta olasiz? Sizdan shu kungacha nima qoldi? Telefoningizni kim ishlatadi, rasmlaringizni kim ko&amp;#8217;radi. Yozgan va qilgan mehnatlaringizni kim baxramand oladi. Sizni yaxshi tomondan yod etuvchilar bormi? Siz xaqqingizga duo qiluvchilar bormi? Odam shu savollarni o&amp;#8217;ziga berib, nafsini jilovlashi&amp;nbsp;kerak.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;h1&gt;Endi o&amp;#8217;zingizdan so&amp;#8217;rang: &amp;#8220;Mening qalbim&amp;nbsp;tirikmi?:&lt;/h1&gt;
&lt;p&gt;Ey aql-idroq soxibi, xaqqoniy xolis o&amp;#8217;ylab&amp;nbsp;ko&amp;#8217;ring.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;h4&gt;Ahmad Yassaviydan qalblari tiriklar uchun bir&amp;nbsp;xikmat:&lt;/h4&gt;
&lt;p&gt;To’ldi umr paymonasi,
    man yig&amp;#8217;lamay kim yig&amp;#8217;lasun?!&lt;br&gt;
Shayton ko’ngul hamxonasi,
    man yig&amp;#8217;lamay kim yig&amp;#8217;lasun?!&lt;br&gt;
Qilmas nasihat hech kishi,
    isyon bila bo’ldi ishim,&lt;br&gt;
Mundog&amp;#8217; kechib yozuq ishim,
    man yig&amp;#8217;lamay, kim yig&amp;#8217;lasun?!&lt;br&gt;
Qottig&amp;#8217; gunoh bo’ldi ishim,
    jahannamda bo’ldi yerim,&lt;br&gt;
Oxir g&amp;#8217;azab qilsa Karim,
    man yig&amp;#8217;lamay, kim yig&amp;#8217;lasun?!&lt;br&gt;
Qur’on xatin ko’rmas ko’zum,
    oyat-hadis ermas so’zum,&lt;br&gt;
Qulman desam, yalg&amp;#8217;on o’zum,
    man yig&amp;#8217;lamay, kim yig&amp;#8217;lasun?!&lt;br&gt;
Na mundadur ro’za-namoz,
    na xayr, ehsonu niyoz,&lt;br&gt;
Yo’q haqiqat, xayri niyoz,
    man yig&amp;#8217;lamay, kim yig&amp;#8217;lasun?!&lt;br&gt;
Nafsim mani o’tqa solur,
    har lahza tandin jon olur,&lt;br&gt;
Dardim davo tobmay qolur,
    man yig&amp;#8217;lamay, kim yig&amp;#8217;lasun?!&lt;br&gt;
Shayton g&amp;#8217;animdur mango,
    nechuk aylay yo Rabbano,&lt;br&gt;
Yo Rab, sig&amp;#8217;inurman sango,
    man yig&amp;#8217;lamay, kim yig&amp;#8217;lasun?!&lt;br&gt;
Yigitlik quvvati ketti,
    qariliq navbati yetti,&lt;br&gt;
Keldi yaqin margi ajal,
    man yig&amp;#8217;lamay, kim yig&amp;#8217;lasun?!&lt;br&gt;
Tutqoy o’lum jomi sharob,
    xonumon qilg&amp;#8217;on xarob,&lt;br&gt;
Yo hasrato, alal-abad man yig&amp;#8217;lamay,
    kim yig&amp;#8217;lasun?!&lt;br&gt;
Agar yuz yil muhlat berur,
    ajal oxir qorshu kelur,&lt;br&gt;
Jong&amp;#8217;a qaro kunlar solur,
    man yig&amp;#8217;lamay, kim yig&amp;#8217;lasun?!&lt;br&gt;
Dunyo ishi(dur) bir sori,
    nafsim erur (dushman) bori,&lt;br&gt;
Uqbo erur hasrat yeri,
    man yig&amp;#8217;lamay, kim yig&amp;#8217;lasun?!&lt;br&gt;
Qildim base, fisqu fujur,
    qoldim netay mahrumu dur,&lt;br&gt;
Ko’nglumda yo’qtur zarra nur,
    man yig&amp;#8217;lamay, kim yig&amp;#8217;lasun?!&lt;br&gt;
Haqdur Karim yo akram,
Qul Xoja Ahmad, yema g&amp;#8217;am,&lt;br&gt;
Darmondalik dambadam,
    man yig&amp;#8217;lamay, kim yig&amp;#8217;lasun?!&lt;br&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
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